Friday, 2 October 2020

Eternal mountain

 


I stood tall,

the muse of bards,

the magic in myths.

 

Lovers lingered in my shady groves.

Pilgrims walked my ancient slopes,

carefully quiet

 as they passed the hermit’s cave

on their way to my sacred summit.

Together we worshipped the evolving seasons,

the rising and setting sun,

the crystalline stars.

 

I took the snow and the rain deep into my womb,

brought forth rippling streams,

gently trickled them down

to play with the river at my feet.

 

All life was here.

Then you came,

once,

then again,

and yet again.

 

Angry bellowing bulls

trampled back and forth my

crags and crests.

Giant claws hacked and carved,

grooved out my inside.

My screams drowned in the booming abyss.

 

The hermit’s cave no longer

echoes with the songs of silence.

My toxic tears flood down to meet the choked river.

 

My pines plundered, my ridges ravaged,

I stand alone.

 

My lovers flung off my slopes,

I stand alone.

 

 My pilgrims plucked from my bleeding bosom,

I stand alone.

 

Yet, I am always in you.

In every breath,

in your disease and death,

In your health and your wealth,

in your pleasures, prayers and protests.

 

Always in you,

in your ravished soul,

in your concrete and your coal.

 

Honoured,

or massacred,

I am in you.


Sept 19



 

 

 

 

 

 


 

My Muse

 


the barren white sheet
glints
withering  reproach

i feed gaping silence
with household trivia

will her to come

it is a scary thing
a lonely thing
 the absence of my Muse

i have to trust

she does come

sometimes bold and brash
joyous
furious
lamenting

sometimes creeping up
from behind
soft slow footsteps

wraps herself around me
an invisible cloak
a warm deep duvet
a secret lover
hugging
hovering
humming
tugging
always there
even in a crowd

till i give her my voice
tell  her tale
of  joy
sorrow
passion

the tale floats away
free to do
what it will
find its own life

we too are free
my Muse and i

till next time


April 2019

How Do I know you, my daughter?

 


Was it just yesterday
my annoyance gave way
to an indulgent smile
at the childish squiggles,
the playful scrawl
upon the walls?

Today
the marks
you etch upon your wrists
are no child’s play.

The cruel beauty of your scars;
does it hide
the ugliness
you feel inside,
or does it scream your rage,
your pain?

What is this howling of your heart
that I hear,
 and heed
but cannot help
can not heal?
What is this wound within your self
my words can not soothe,
my tears can not bathe?
What is this thirst of yours  I cannot slake?
What is this hunger I can not feed?

Please,
don’t slip and slide,
alone,
in shadows beyond mine.

The knife you take upon yourself
to slash your skin,
turn it out,
slice my soul.
So I may take you in,
see you in me
see me in you,
perhaps
give you
my laughter,
my love,
my light,
my life.

 

August 2018

 

The American Dream

 

Arms  rammed    behind back    face down  nosebleed    chokehold     please please I can’t breathe      twenty times    six minutes

Replay    rewind    gone too far Stop!    

Ballast blocks    iron shackles    human cargo
Tobacco  cotton  sugar  rum  rape  beat hang
Christian order   natural order

Slave patrol    bondmen- freemen   fugitive    sharecropper    back-of–the-bus
Robe   hood   cross   torch   burn   beat   lynch 
Ac-quitted          in-sufficient         evidence

I have a dream      assassination
Hate speech    free speech
Pigment pig  melanin monkey

War on drugs    war on crime    search  warrant     no warrant    stop and search
Detention      interrogation
Deathly silence
No     evidence     of     excessive   force

Criminalised assembly
Child attacked        police dogs              resisting arrest
Knocked off feet     with firehose          acting suspiciously

Riot batons   rocks and bricks    sniper fire     tear gas

Shot     shot in the back    shot in the head   six times    eight times
Handcuffed                shot     law enforcement
Unarmed                    shot     justifiable homicide
Compliant                  shot     course of duty
Child with toy gun    shot      reasonable response 

Cleared      of   all   charges        not guilty not guilty not guilty not guilty

I can’t breathe     eleven times   four minutes
Stranglehold  neckhold  chokehold      tool of restraint
airchoke    bloodchoke   tracheal-choke   triangle- choke      tool of restraint
Air-hunger   asphyxia  ischemia  death        tool of restraint    

Handcuffed                  use tool of restraint
Heavy  bleeding           use tool of restraint
Motionless                    use tool of restraint
No pulse                        use tool of restraint

Cleared of all charges       not guilty not guilty not guilty not guilty

I have a dream
Equal rights    civil rights    human rights   inalienable rights     guilty guilty guilty guilty

I have a dream
Life   liberty   pursuit of happiness    guilty guilty guilty

I have a dream
Affirmative action      get your knees off our necks

The American Dream
Black has never looked so black
White has never looked so white

The American Dream

Contains  scenes  some viewers  may  find disturbing


September 2020